adrift

I know I haven't posted in a few days. Partially because nothing has happened and partially because posting requires thinking and if it's one thing I came home to escape from, it's thinking. It's been a good few days. Relaxing. I'm not doing anything, not thinking about much. Just floating along, eating and reading and sleeping odd hours, and being carried. For once, my parents aren't even telling me to be "productive." They just let me eat and sleep and read and stay in bed all day. It's nice.

Thunderstorms today. Also quite beautiful. Scary to drive during but lovely to listen to and even to be in. I feel....peaceful, almost. I surrender myself to whatever the future will bring. No expectations.